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 Now, finally remembering what happened after going into that chamber, I- I wish that I didn't remember. Everything felt heavy, I wanted to scream in that very moment and I did. I caused a scene that made me pound an entire thing of beer in one shot, goddamn idiot, I'm not supposed to act so immature about this, I'm 34, why am I acting like such a damn baby about being called a slave? Idiot.
+======Session 12/13======
+What a day, but, not too bad! everything seemed to turn out well in the end.
+Been exploring the city for the past few weeks, Kesizma's taking their sweet time making that portal, learnt some new words in.. I'm pretty sure the language here is Mande? From what i can tell this country is Mali, specifically the Malian Empire, heard a bit of it from some <del>drunk, horny, frat guys trying to impress me</del> "history majors" back in university.
+Rigasia's starting its invasion of Kesizma, before we left there was news of them attacking an army a kilometer away or so, thought to help with the strategizing against them.. hopefully these people wont get hurt in this war, they've been very nice these past few weeks! so, good luck to Kesizma and Mali!
+Speaking of Rigasia; we have a Rigasian on board with us for the time being now! Schidera is his name, some corporal who had his entire platoon destroyed from a group of eternity-touched crabs, I was the one who saved him initally. <del>Claire (woman Clark haha)</del> Clark thankfully got the tourniquet on him before he could bleed out, thanks a lot, Clark!
+Took a nap for an hour after the whole debacle with poor Schidera, woke up to both Clark and Mauto falling out of Derek and their horse respectively! <del>Goddamn</del> What insanity I was awoken with! We went to go get Derek some medication for his sickness but.. I dont exactly think he'll do well tonight, that woman did have a point with the meds but, eh, i dont know
+Finished cleaning up and whatnot about an hour ago.. Gaia and Clark have been asleep for the last ten minutes so I guess I'll finish up my entry for tonight, hope to see Yumiko and everyone soon!
+**[FEW HOURS LATER]**
+scratch good end, gaia, <del>head exploded.</del> gaia crying, fucking clark isnt moving.. hes not doing anything. what the fuck was that? how did vituska live? clark was covered in his fucking guts.
+gaia wont stop crying
+clark isnt responding
+im managing but i feel like im on the verge of tears, gods help us.
+======Session 14======
+By the gods, finally, a good day.
+So! We were broken out of prison by a couple of revolutionaries going against the Empire's rule this morning, after all of what happened a few days ago. Seems the people are finally going against their oppressor in this timeline.. hopefully everything turns out well when they win!
+And one of those revolutionaries, one Fulan Ibn Fulan, seems to understand Gotthos and Vartsprak pretty well. He came with us while looking for our weapons (thank you Derek for your sense of smell). Something was happening regarding Mauto and Clark, wasn't focusing too hard on the conversation except interjecting on certain occasions, seems Mauto was a bit anxious about the other night and all that's been happening recently.
+Fulan is.. Fulan is an interesting character, to say the least. He's the same as me in regards to attraction, he likes the same sex and doesn't seem to mind other people in regards to how they identify, I like him, he was nice.
+He brought us over to the revolutions leader, Djama, he seems like a smart man, no wonder he's the leader of the revolt!
+Got some time to talk to Fulan a bit after it all, turns out he was able to find a bottle of wine also! I missed this taste so much, felt nice to get a drink in while talking about everything. We mainly discussed our lives and works we have done (considering the fact we're both scientists). Fulan seems to be against Rigasia for the most part so I feel like its okay to trust him.
+अन्त्यः त्वां सर्वशून्ये मिलितः भविष्यति, त्वां सर्वान् च प्रियं च भक्षयन् दैवेन कथितम्।
+Seems I've fallen asleep at my desk, somehow? Odd, this hasn't happened since I was working on the Leiphof Paper. Anyhow; I had a dream during it, I was somewhere in.. I'm not sure if it was Nihon or Zhongguo, it had a similar appearance to an area around them <del>(possibly Kansai?)</del>.
+Everything started to fade apart after I saw a shadow in the ground, it was.. it felt like it consumed everything it saw like a vaccume, nothing could escape its pull until everything was gone except me and a small light. The light comforted me, everything was cold but I felt a warm comfort throughout my body even if everything was gone, the light was there.
+I soon died of either starvation or a crushing force and the dream had ended
+======Session 15/16======
+The hell happened today? Fucking tired my god.
+Oh, now I remember. Aberrants raided the fort today, we defended the place fine and with Mauto we were able to get everyone inside before they actually got into the place. I kept casualties to a minimum when attacking the ones inside the fort considering they can fucking explode. Pretty sure Clark analyzed them after the battle ended.
+Speaking of Clark; I think they're like me. they don't seem to identify with the identity they were assigned throughout their life, specifically them being a man. I talked to them about it after the battle and they seem to be in denial as well, apparently thinks they're being "corrupted" somehow but, I don't trust that assumption as the real reason to whats happening: Whatever their biology is about, they're a woman and are scared to embrace who they are and <del>some magical biology bullshit</del> something related to their gift is influencing this. Also, Kitsune seem to be real and Clark is one of them, even becoming a cute woman like in the stories Yumiko told.
+After the whole kerfuffle with the hot-headed lizards, Djama (who originally blamed #### Ariyadna) wanted to know who caused the wall to freeze up. I went with Clark to help explain it, thus leading to an argument against Rigasia with Djama and how he seems to be in support of their government. Everyone split up after it got heated.
+Ariyadna, Seems a child version <del>(smalliyadna?)</del>  of her lives in this area, she directly helped me during the fight by disarming a horse ready to trample me. I don't like that man with her, from what she said he's her husband. Fucking disgusting. I want to try saving Ariyadna from that man and give her a better life, I don't want her to suffer.
+Ugh, and now the fun part of today. Rigasian tanks came into the fort after the lizard attack, they needed to make a pit stop after driving for what looks like awhile. Got some information out of the captain about the situation in our timeline; Valtshora is rebelling against Rigasia! From what I can tell they aren't Blackcaps considering Zhongguo is giving them support, I'll make a note to try and help when we get back to Valtshora.
+Another thing. Gaia, I'm worried about her. She was really interested in the GAT, so.. much that it resulted in her sneaking out to break inside it. She looked at it with the glove and passed out earlier, she still hasn't woken up even now. I'm waiting here with Clark for her to do that but, as I've said; I'm worried for her.
+======Session 17======
+She's dead. Ariyadna the witch died.
+Can't believe we actually succeeded in defeating her and saving the kid, Gaia had almost died during the battle and I was breathing in chlorine gas but, we still won.
+Maybe it's not too bad, thinking about it. If it wasn't for my emotions returning I probably would've let that kid over to Ariyadna, I felt an instinct to protect the kid from her and I succeeded. Poor kid hasn't said a word since we got hospitalized, been holding onto Gaia's hand and patting Clark on the head the entire time.
+Fucking drugs really worked me up, cried my eyes out in front of Fulan, fucking good man he is.. Wonder when I'll see him again after all this shit ends finally. Gave him a hug before we left, see you later Fulan, and Mali as a whole.
+======Session 18======
+All is finally over, we're home in Valtshora after a few months of staying in Mali.
+Though, what a day! Fucking first thing we deal with is an invasion from Rigasia *into* Kesizma itself, shooting a giant super sonic device into the crowd and hurting everyone, thankfully Ariyadna was able to block it in the case of me, Gaia, and a few others. Fucking jumped on a GAT and almost hijacked it while fighting, badass.
+Got a device also while there, apparently it'll stop the effects of being outside a warped area akin to the Nuskom zone or Mali, or even Kesizma itself! Finally felt what its like to hug Yumiko while like this and.. I really needed that.. she's amazing. With that though, I might go and help Ms Sevel with the political work or any operations needed against Rigasia or the Rigasia-aligned militia. Gods this is gonna be a busy ass month.
+Went out to the bar (thank the gods its not gone out of business) that me and Mariette have met up at before with Yumiko, got a few drinks and a bowl of stew there and fuck, I missed the taste of Valtshoran beef stew! I've missed this damn town much more then I've expected.
+For the most part I've just spent the rest of the night with Yumiko, left for a bit to check in on Clark assuming they were at the Guild after they lost their house, they seem to be in deep thought about something. I'm hopeful they can come to a conclusion about the whole woman thing, its extremely obvious they like being a girl.
+Met up with Yumiko after that at the hotel, she seemed.. different, more excited then usual (especially compared to today). Had fun today, she's asleep right now and mumbling to herself. I'm glad to be back. what felt like 6000 days of waiting has finally come to an end close to my birthday. Happy Birthday Maelle Kurimoto.
+(How am I gonna tell Yumiko that I'd wanna buy a real house..?)
+====== Journal Entries of the Time Skip ======
+Been a week since I've been back, went right back into business and got to work with Ms Sevel and in my personal life.
+Bought a nice house (around 40m^2) just outside of the city, giant backyard and a lot of rooms for me and Yumiko to stay in. Giant kitchen, Ivan would cry at how pretty it was! Hopefully he'll be back in Valtshora soon to really put it to work (ready to meet that Kitazawa person he keeps writing about as well). And then a very pretty room for Ariyadna (spare bedroom until we decide on who she lives with) to stay in, has all the things she'll need and possibly want considering the Vituska money.
+Got a German Shepherd after me and Yumiko moved in as well. This little (62cm) 5 year old we found at a shelter, named him Milo, felt like it would fit considering his coat (looks like a yew tree) He seems to enjoy the backyard we've given him, keeps running around and playing with the toys I left out for him, we've been playing all day actually! he fell asleep on my lap and I'm currently using his back as a desk. He likes it.
+More importantly though: I've been given a few assignments from Sevel to rat out potential spies around Zwosta, made sure to bring Milo with me to keep cover. Jobs been easy for the most part right now, caught a few spies from the other side already, they're being interrogated right now if im right.
+Busy week, basically.