It Does Not Go Away

I am repulsed by my own body
that will change when you're older.

I am not attracted to other people
that will change when you're older.

I am tired all of the time
that will change when you're older.

It didn't change
clearly you have the Peter Pan Syndrome and you don't want to grow up.

There's so much bullshit there
I'm repulsed by my body because I'm trans
I'm not attracted to other people because I'm aroace
I'm tired all of the time because I have depression
Because of all the bullshit I have to take from you, and from everyone.

But I didn't know any of this. I thought they were right
And I thought I was not an adult, that I was broken
And then people have the gall to act surprised when I don't want to talk to them and take more of this bullshit.